
Born in Florida, USA but now resides in London. Hiller looks at aspects of
shared experience through investigating the unconscious of culture. She works
in a wide range of media including painting, sculpture, installation, video
and photography.
Susan Hiller was awarded a Guggenheim Fellowship in Art in 1998.
This artwork was conserved in 2001 with the aid of a grant from North West
Museums Service.
Do people act selflessly, for the good of others, so as to be remembered
with affection and pride? Or is it instinct and a sense of shared humanity?
Knowing this can help us understand better how society pulls together.
'One for sorrow, two for mirth, three for a death, and four for a birth,
five for silver, six for gold, seven for a secret never to be told, eight's
a wish, nine's a kiss, and ten's for a marriage never to be old.'
When I was at school almost every girl I knew lusted after a boy called David
Watts. David Watts was the school dream. He was head boy, he was the captain
of the football, rugby and cricket teams, he was on the books of United, and
he received the top marks in every subject. A young fountain of knowledge.
A bright paragon of health.
He also, predictably, was very good looking and he never ever made a fool
of himself. As I said, almost every girl I knew lusted after him. Every girl
except me.
My hideous teenage longings were targeted elsewhere, in the direction of a
local tearaway boy called Mick Green. Mick Green was everything that David
Watts was not.
He was the school bad dream, he was one of those boys who you just looked
at and you knew - you knew he was a tearaway, you knew he was feral, wild,
full of mischief, and wicked glee, and was definitely, on no account, to be
trusted, ever.
He had no interest in playing for any of the school teams. He did not get
good marks, in fact, he was truant of high renown He had no respect for authority,
and he was as hard as the nails in a tyrant's coffin. Nor was Mick Green what
you would call good-looking, he was a grungy, generation-X type long before
such an image became a fashion statement, though with him it wasn't image,
it was him. I thought him beautiful.
He had the weirdest, most fascinating eyes I had ever seen: black and white
and blue and green, full of glittering delight, they were eyes that seemed
constantly amused by the world. And he had the most magnificent punk sneer,
when he punk sneered it was as if tidings of magpies had taken sudden flight,
chattering raw, wild ferocious invocations, and sending teachers, parents,
and all right-thinking people frantically scattering in the various directions
of distraction.
Such fierce altruism.
Mick Green was my hero. Mick Green is still my hero, because Mick Green saved
my life, and possibly even my soul, I'd love to tell you all about it, but
I can't, because that story must remain a secret, never to be told.